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I am more scared,more afraid of the day I would crash and shatter down without people who justify my existence.-Jan'03'2012.

My Fear

My fear of getting all alone hoovered by an unknown vacuum at one point of time intimidates me making me more worried cause it is a nightmare to see me without any thought in mind.All I can imagine my state of flux at such a time has been described here but I know if it would be,it would be much more gall than this............

Insinuated by the heart and rebuked by the soul,

I stood like no one when I deceived.

The day of my denial to what they spoke

Was the day I killed my dream.

The pieces of past like broken mirrors

Showed my face like a traitor

And turned me cold like a body of dead

Without any hope, without a narrator.

 

The one fine string that connects with sanctity

Is spun by the fiber of dreams.

Which gets stronger with our efforts,

Makes us rich everyday it seems.

I enjoyed, I gained while living with it

Since over the years it irked me.

Never was I at rest and peace,

Which looked like days of ecstasy.

I am a killer and a stealer,

Who defied my real being.

I am living like an impostor with a purloined soul

Whose dreams and desires can never be seen.

I wish I could drive back in the time

And fill in the vacuum I hired.

And create new dreams to see and cherish

For they are the ones to inspire.

Happy New Year

Bucket full of roses



And good luck in the charm.


With all that you ever wanted


This year may keep you warm……..




Like fireworks crackle in the air


And turn the dark sky white


May the surprises in this New Year


Fill your life with happiness and light.

exhibition

The matrix

He fell for her!

         She enjoyed!

                He proposed to her!!

                                  She said no!!!

                                           He is over her now!

                                                            She is sad!!

life is feelings

Like ripples in a silent lake,
You plan my breath to take.
The beats of my heart go on hold
When you stand in my tale untold.

Your first touch like a drop of dew
Drops of love that I ought to sew
With golden threads of love endowed
And keep them back in the cache of cloud.

You hoved into as the first rain sight
Gorged in romance and filled with delight.
I looked at my feet when you looked at me
And lost my sighs at the sudden glee.

Your shadow wrapped me through
As you came near to me.
How dumb I felt in your cage
When I felt I was totally free.

Behind the tree along the lake
You splashed the water on my face.
Kissed all of them and turned me pink
Stole my soul and made a link.

An hour spent with you
Is an age with desire.
Where every new wish starts with you
And I find Thee in your attire.

I close my eyes where you appear.
Smiling and winking and looking so real.
All I want is to see you forever
And feel how love becomes surreal.

Yester years

There I heard them saying,

                    Love in life leers.

                               I look back where they stand

                                                    In the garden of yester years.