My first Kiss!!

It started raining when we were caught in the middle of the most beautiful landscape: dimmed lamp lights and mist of waterfalls in the background with the hanging and greeting branches of willow trees that drove us away to a surreal and magical moment where we had our first kiss: precious,unforgettable.....

 





 He held me like a fortune in the arms of life: unseparable and invincible and we kissed till the dusky wind swooped in, carrying the fragrance of nature which was totally drenched in the spell of romance.This is for the one moment that defines my beauty, holds my intution ,purges my soul and robs my peace...........

Where are we?

I was just going through a site on astrology which refers to the study of astrological bodies and their positions that are supposed to control and monitor our behaviours, mood and personality.It appears that a baby who takes birth at a particular time, a particular date and a particular place is guided by the stars,the moons,the planets, the constellations and the galaxies making her unique in  this universe such that the particles that constitute her soul are from some common elements(Air, Water,Earth and Fire) from these controlling bodies which define her attitude towards life.Now there are several elements of earth that favour the aroma of a being in which the person lies.The wind around us are made up of quantum energy pockets shaping our reactions and events.Now without any offence, is it a science or just a ruse to associate human mind that is already filled with lots of chaos and turbulence with a faith that keeps him thinking that he is being shared and seen by few more invisible fragments in the universe that conspire to drive his way in the direction of hope and optimism? Cause if it is so, mankind gets one more door outside himself to peace. And if it is read just like twelve characters of a storyline then it's reallly interesting to have people with different natures and different features coming along with their celestial weapons and creating new stories.

As a matter of fact we dont have a right to discard the brood study of our ancestors just like that because it might be based upon the calculations and experiments carried on for thousands of years before designing this method of anticipation. But still, since the time of birth till we grow old there are endless reasons to get transformed and manipulated by the situations but saying this that every thing is designed and destined is a bit tough to believe.Now people are different,they like to be different from others but the core features of twelve signs like Scorpions being most passionate and possessive, Aries being flirty and optimistic, Leo being all esteemed and confident remain same as they say and observe.Is there really a logic behind this fact that in a sample of human bodies you may or may not find a person who resembles you in several ways cause it is not unbelievable. The point is that what we believe and why do we believe may induce extra thoughts in our minds even if we were not aware of even least of it. For example at one stage of our lives we get associated with another soul, one of the strongest bond that defines a new generation.Now the relationship is based upon the compatibility between the two persons who decided to be together for rest of their lives.Saying this that their birth sign decide their compatibility and the ruling planets their understanding is a bit gross and unacceptable.Even if astrologically two signs are incompatible,it is the power of human soul that dominates and accepts the other soul to be a part of its universe.

The feeling of getting defined and redefined in several ways increases the promptness to learn more and more about self in human mind that already keeps some impressions about self. What is there that you don't know about yourself.You are the best keeper, best observer and a best critic.All the twelve signs address all possible behaviours and emotions that a man can bear.And if really there is some interesting and intellectual science behind having a successful relationship with one's own life and with others that everyone should know beforehand then I really want to know.But my belief on my own discretion and choices in life that might not be influenced by some already existing experiences and calculations of some other people stand still cause once seen, observed and then concuded philosophies become my self-owned philosophies that help me live my life in my own way.I know myself the best and know where to work on to work out things with people I met,meet and will be with.Some discoveries might be in future and I am always ready for them cause it is always exciting to know a bit new of me.

All got placed..Hanged up!!

All of them after getting framed were lying on the floor and some on the bed waiting to take their positions on the wall since last two weeks.Though I got a nice company since all of them were in the same room till they were hanged today at several corners of my house.

Some are still to be captured in the frames but now I am lacking space I think.But doesnt matter,they too will get their homes.!!

The two most feminine frames are placed together to get an eyeful at the most beautiful sights one can think of, realising that eyes are to see, a lot to see.(at present by the side of the television!!  ;) :))

 Tuna, as the lil' girl in the little girl's room has been named by me, got her place in the middle wall adjoining  my bed room and restroom where she is still busy in counting things to do today!! 

This one(most probably cause lots of confusion among choices) is gonna go to one of my greatest mentors who took care of me in the industry for more than two years less like a boss more like a friendly teacher.Going to gift him for all that he has cared for.!!

 Was just mingling the left over colors from my palette on the paper when it came out to be like this.Melting moon with lots of water made it a blue, lonely moon as if being observed by two persons at the same time who are  connected ,somehow,through it(Just a thought that I exercised out of my all being romantic these days!!!!;could have been a haunted night where wolves are howling and bats are screeching....whichever one wants to extract from it...discretion allowed)!!

 Tuna was captured while was resting on the paper with the tubes of colour that painted her lil'girl's room and bright yellow sandals!! Lovely sandals btw
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Henna connection

Just did something nice and old yesterday and felt like having an Indian heart filled with courtesies towards nature and heritage.I and Vijji went out in search of Mehndi leaves to apply on hands and feet,though I generally put it on the entire sole of my feet to have a colorful footprint and a cold sensation in the sweltering summer. After going through every park and every road in the township we finally found one handsome, green, stout, tranquil, dense and fresh tree with jingling stems of mehndi leaves as if calling us for their service.The leaves were big and dark green with the water of nature's gestures carrying the colour of happiness that we recieved after we applied it on our palm,fingers and feet.The tree stood like before even more elegantly after being taken as a remembrance in our hearts and after our gratitude to it for offering this moment of joy.

The colours came out very bright and refreshing with the familiar and rich smell of Mehndi making us feel like princesses of nature. While walking barefooted, sometime when I look at my feet,they seem beautiful and tender like an auspicious mark and pull my attention to look at them again and again.I have been stalking my own feet and falling for them since yesterday which have coloured themselves I think with the prints of feminism.They are looking like the feet of a comely, soft and sensitive Indian girl who is fantasised by the different ways of decorating herself with nature and her colours.This henna-feet connection  remind me of the valuable girl sitting inside everyone who sometimes fall in seclusion but has as always an urge and titillation to do something new,different,creative and refreshing.Back to my daily schedule I am in the office under the pile of files and books but at the end of the everyday I am happy to meet that girl and gather some more creations.

Dance of love

A compassion that follows, in the darkness and heat where I cusp my hand to hold your cheeks and dance on the rythm of romance till we grow old. O'lover my every move, my every sensation is an ode to your love that demands you to be near me,with me forever,sharing my air and scattering sacred light that makes me your disciple gone blind in the Godly figure that you bear.

Stand up for self!!!

Living on oneself's terms and conditions in life is human's nature where he denies or his heart rejects to accept a change that might prove all his/her beliefs wrong.Based on the experiences in life we frame our own little world walled by our lil' faiths and concern through which we are able to confront any hard stroke and cross over the tough times.Similarly we tend to search happiness and preserve it in the small caches that are created during soul searching.When an intruder tries to interstice through some of his/her strong perspectives that hit us so badly that we feel like getting controlled by some another power that for  sure is not ours or when our soul becomes weak enough to defend its originality,there comes the dire need to meditate and find out once again the lost ones.It's quite frustrating to find out that somethings can really frustrate us. It 's like the empire of strength and boldness and all courage getting tottered without giving any idea of how to stop it. The force that used to create a light of confidence goes meek and we feel like getting along with the wind without having any objection to anything happening to us. What is this phase called where I miss my yester me which was all clear and firm,transparent like water and as tough as a sound soul.

We can always be what we want to be because it's all about the game of thoughts. Our thinking decides how resourceful we are going to be, in the present and in the future.If some complication or any difficulty bothers you today, just have this belief and determination that we have to be a good and true soul for always. Keep the promise with yourself that though it was an accidental choice to have a soul in your body with some purpose that can never be forgotten but it ought to be given a new skin everytime to keep yourself moving ahead in life.Everybody's life is different teaching, sometimes preaching us to learn and root several thoughts in mind. Happiness, sorrows, depression, cheerfulness are all promoters and activators making us a different person every time we bear them.We keep on changing and keep on fighting to revert back to what we are in original. We pretend, we laugh, we cry, we envy,we love, we hate,we talk,we fight,we complain,we praise,we boast,we flaunt,we do all kind of stuffs and bear so many impressions of ourselves inside:as a lover, as a hater, as a silent person, as a loqacious person, as a keeper and as a multicoloured entity that sometimes has barrage of emotions hard enough to control.Everything goes normally as they are meant to be.Events and people entice us to take a hold over fate and we start acting or reacting forgetting what we reallly want to do and can achieve. Believing on destiny doesnt mean to sit idle and wait for things to happen for us rather believing in the power of self that assists the universe to go as per plan.
Just dont ever let anyone rob your soul,do not lose yourself cause when everyone goes, you still have it.Try to make it happy and filled with joy.Add virtues to make your soul strong and purposeful.Stand up for self!!!.

A picture to see..to be in..

A bright sunny day where wind is fresh,
Sea waves carry the breeze, so clear.
The lighthouse stands still in pride,
To look for the pirates if any near.

My window opens up to let in

The blushes of the morn knocking

The bird woke up, made up her nest

I am all ready to hear her talking.

Sand is cold with the dew and tide

My feet could walk through miles

Along the beach that makes me smile

like the serene, blue, happy shore lines.

I put up my blue balls at the azure

which seems today bit glee.

With hovering clouds like balls of wool

and as broad & blue as sea.