Gossamer

The word of the day is "Gossamer".

The appearence creates several subtle impressions in mind.Consider putting your words in the gossamer of thoughts just like in the fresh morning after it rained whole night, the drops of dew screen the sunlight to increase its blaze and make the web design even more shiny and as the wind rises it fades.

When the moon tries to peep through the gossamer threads of the window drapes,it gets perforated into strands of moonlight that fills up the dark room with the cold,peaceful and soft touch making the curtain a glittery silver screen allowing his invasion on her sleep.

Imagine that you open your door ajar and get a garden spread across the farthest point you can see filled with all possible kinds of flowers, tendrilled creepers and bloomming buds.Butterflies with gossamer wings creating smaller rainbows all across the field of fragrance and tasting the sweetness of nature.They would seem to be the messengers from heaven for showing how it looks like when the string of our thoughts spins the thread of our imagination.

Trivia around...

From 'L' to 'R': Chef Chilli,Evocative lane,Table lilliputs,Planning board, Adjunct at a distance,Loaded Office ...

Satyameva jayate-3

I was searching for a metaphor for a situation where one fears a lot to step forward towards the thing he has strongest urge for because of his tenacious attitude towards having a peaceful and calm life for the people who might get affected. What you do, what you not and what you intend to do are influenced by the people you care for that keeps you in the perimeter of righteousness. But who has to decide that who is right and who is not? With different mindsets backed up by the different bringing and brought-ups, society is surviving with a number of divides. Particularly India where freedom to think and express is still a far- fetched aspiration of young Indians, suffers with the consequences that are stealing the soul of an efficient nation.

Domestic violence is an activity that tears apart the very meaning of home which splinters into lodge of sorrow, discontent, depression and despair and is mainly a trademark of men in the affected sections of the society using power over the ones they consider weaker. The question of superiority among manhood and womanhood has been in the debates since ages and since ages people have changed, generations have come and gone, revolutions have ushered, transformations have happened: few results appear on the surface but  core of the social thinking is still in the claws of Patriarchal dungeon. Indian society today has a shining skin having all such qualities a developing nation should have like independence, self realisation and self-confidence. The new generation has also matured to understand the loop holes where to work on to make India a healthy and better India. But despite all these accomplishments, in the ground realities there is one fossilised thinking or we can say a rigid subconscious approach in every Indian to compare and decide responsibilities and roles of other people in their lives. This domineering mentality of disdaining and looking down at partners is nothing but a cursed consequence of Indian tampered culture that has number of incidents, anecdotes and rituals that nowhere justifies equality that is humanity.

In many homes where the child has been growing up seeing mothers feeding the family, running since morning till night to keep everything in place and just right and still becoming the victim of the bashes of the man who has to relieve his pressure from the outside world somehow, may turn the child into two kinds of persons: one who thinks that it is the right of the woman to keep her man happy that will make her home happy or the one who becomes silent enough to confront any injustice further in his life like the victim did for his sake. In both the cases such a child is not going to be an architect of inspiration: neither for himself, nor for his family. And this is what is happening in almost every second home where we have multiplying number of victims and induced victims. And if really enduring a pain helps to heal the wound then make sure that the wound is not contagious.

Beating up women of the house, tormenting them through the indifference and scornful abuses and then justifying it with some excuses proves that the person is mentally sick, impotent enough to discover his real manhood that really is defined in terms of supporting the women in their lives, sharing their needs and understanding them in the same manner as they are being understood and taken best care of. The cases Amir showed today seem quite uncommon to a large section of the society that can never think of such situations where their lives would be controlled or adjudged and not shared and that too after the most promising event of life,marraiage.The sufferers are the victims of this deadly thinking that  one has to be better to make the other and the relationship 'best’. The rage of this false ego and illogical non acceptance of equality kills the peace of family and fails to salute humanity that has parity in every sphere of life.

All we need is to get this into mind that love comes when we share and hatred comes when love is just demanded. I remember the lines of the social activist on the show that let us all move on to look for life-partners that are real men. If you are not happy, feel it and listen to what your heart is really asking you to do because life is what you make it. Respect yourself, respect your life, have respect for each other and then making choices would become easy and the relationship that ways would be exemplary and a beautiful communion of understanding and gifting real pleasures."Dont drag and bear the burden of not listening to the life whisperers and falling at the feet of ego, envy and hatred as  you crawl towards the end of life because no one wants to be alone at the end."

My first Kiss!!

It started raining when we were caught in the middle of the most beautiful landscape: dimmed lamp lights and mist of waterfalls in the background with the hanging and greeting branches of willow trees that drove us away to a surreal and magical moment where we had our first kiss: precious,unforgettable.....

 





 He held me like a fortune in the arms of life: unseparable and invincible and we kissed till the dusky wind swooped in, carrying the fragrance of nature which was totally drenched in the spell of romance.This is for the one moment that defines my beauty, holds my intution ,purges my soul and robs my peace...........

Where are we?

I was just going through a site on astrology which refers to the study of astrological bodies and their positions that are supposed to control and monitor our behaviours, mood and personality.It appears that a baby who takes birth at a particular time, a particular date and a particular place is guided by the stars,the moons,the planets, the constellations and the galaxies making her unique in  this universe such that the particles that constitute her soul are from some common elements(Air, Water,Earth and Fire) from these controlling bodies which define her attitude towards life.Now there are several elements of earth that favour the aroma of a being in which the person lies.The wind around us are made up of quantum energy pockets shaping our reactions and events.Now without any offence, is it a science or just a ruse to associate human mind that is already filled with lots of chaos and turbulence with a faith that keeps him thinking that he is being shared and seen by few more invisible fragments in the universe that conspire to drive his way in the direction of hope and optimism? Cause if it is so, mankind gets one more door outside himself to peace. And if it is read just like twelve characters of a storyline then it's reallly interesting to have people with different natures and different features coming along with their celestial weapons and creating new stories.

As a matter of fact we dont have a right to discard the brood study of our ancestors just like that because it might be based upon the calculations and experiments carried on for thousands of years before designing this method of anticipation. But still, since the time of birth till we grow old there are endless reasons to get transformed and manipulated by the situations but saying this that every thing is designed and destined is a bit tough to believe.Now people are different,they like to be different from others but the core features of twelve signs like Scorpions being most passionate and possessive, Aries being flirty and optimistic, Leo being all esteemed and confident remain same as they say and observe.Is there really a logic behind this fact that in a sample of human bodies you may or may not find a person who resembles you in several ways cause it is not unbelievable. The point is that what we believe and why do we believe may induce extra thoughts in our minds even if we were not aware of even least of it. For example at one stage of our lives we get associated with another soul, one of the strongest bond that defines a new generation.Now the relationship is based upon the compatibility between the two persons who decided to be together for rest of their lives.Saying this that their birth sign decide their compatibility and the ruling planets their understanding is a bit gross and unacceptable.Even if astrologically two signs are incompatible,it is the power of human soul that dominates and accepts the other soul to be a part of its universe.

The feeling of getting defined and redefined in several ways increases the promptness to learn more and more about self in human mind that already keeps some impressions about self. What is there that you don't know about yourself.You are the best keeper, best observer and a best critic.All the twelve signs address all possible behaviours and emotions that a man can bear.And if really there is some interesting and intellectual science behind having a successful relationship with one's own life and with others that everyone should know beforehand then I really want to know.But my belief on my own discretion and choices in life that might not be influenced by some already existing experiences and calculations of some other people stand still cause once seen, observed and then concuded philosophies become my self-owned philosophies that help me live my life in my own way.I know myself the best and know where to work on to work out things with people I met,meet and will be with.Some discoveries might be in future and I am always ready for them cause it is always exciting to know a bit new of me.

All got placed..Hanged up!!

All of them after getting framed were lying on the floor and some on the bed waiting to take their positions on the wall since last two weeks.Though I got a nice company since all of them were in the same room till they were hanged today at several corners of my house.

Some are still to be captured in the frames but now I am lacking space I think.But doesnt matter,they too will get their homes.!!

The two most feminine frames are placed together to get an eyeful at the most beautiful sights one can think of, realising that eyes are to see, a lot to see.(at present by the side of the television!!  ;) :))

 Tuna, as the lil' girl in the little girl's room has been named by me, got her place in the middle wall adjoining  my bed room and restroom where she is still busy in counting things to do today!! 

This one(most probably cause lots of confusion among choices) is gonna go to one of my greatest mentors who took care of me in the industry for more than two years less like a boss more like a friendly teacher.Going to gift him for all that he has cared for.!!

 Was just mingling the left over colors from my palette on the paper when it came out to be like this.Melting moon with lots of water made it a blue, lonely moon as if being observed by two persons at the same time who are  connected ,somehow,through it(Just a thought that I exercised out of my all being romantic these days!!!!;could have been a haunted night where wolves are howling and bats are screeching....whichever one wants to extract from it...discretion allowed)!!

 Tuna was captured while was resting on the paper with the tubes of colour that painted her lil'girl's room and bright yellow sandals!! Lovely sandals btw
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Henna connection

Just did something nice and old yesterday and felt like having an Indian heart filled with courtesies towards nature and heritage.I and Vijji went out in search of Mehndi leaves to apply on hands and feet,though I generally put it on the entire sole of my feet to have a colorful footprint and a cold sensation in the sweltering summer. After going through every park and every road in the township we finally found one handsome, green, stout, tranquil, dense and fresh tree with jingling stems of mehndi leaves as if calling us for their service.The leaves were big and dark green with the water of nature's gestures carrying the colour of happiness that we recieved after we applied it on our palm,fingers and feet.The tree stood like before even more elegantly after being taken as a remembrance in our hearts and after our gratitude to it for offering this moment of joy.

The colours came out very bright and refreshing with the familiar and rich smell of Mehndi making us feel like princesses of nature. While walking barefooted, sometime when I look at my feet,they seem beautiful and tender like an auspicious mark and pull my attention to look at them again and again.I have been stalking my own feet and falling for them since yesterday which have coloured themselves I think with the prints of feminism.They are looking like the feet of a comely, soft and sensitive Indian girl who is fantasised by the different ways of decorating herself with nature and her colours.This henna-feet connection  remind me of the valuable girl sitting inside everyone who sometimes fall in seclusion but has as always an urge and titillation to do something new,different,creative and refreshing.Back to my daily schedule I am in the office under the pile of files and books but at the end of the everyday I am happy to meet that girl and gather some more creations.