Saturday, October 15, 2011

Comatose………

Despite being quite aware of an undelible fact that people die and their appearance vanish like the evanescent rays of the sun at dusk, we fear. Dead people just go away leaving behind a vaccuum of memories.The feeling is unbearable.
Addicted to the habit of getting used to relationships is life’s best shot to agree categorically to its unique and sometimes illogical framework. Everybody has a different story with a tinge of happiness and scad of sorrows as they may say where thousands struggled,lived and died. Man since his childhood ties knots and make commitments bloating the circle of kith and kin from families to friends , alliances to colleagues and sometimes even anonymous bonds that are rife ignorant of the upkeeps in life. It is not at all impossible to live without all of them but it is quite difficult not to find them around and to love life again when it seems effete.


Dedicated to all those people whom we have lost but whose promises would live diluting the peevish strokes of life seizing their fragments in the clime forever.


Eyes poured on the day crowned.

He aired his cap ,made a rhetoric sound.

The blaze of pride and aurora of glory

Marked the beginning of a tragic story.

                                                             Life is restive and expects the same.

                                                              But never get trapped in its language lame.

                                                              It has wrapped all in it: the good and the best,

                                                               Flaunts only a part ,never talks about the rest.

It is hard to leave home as always

When the weeping faces beseech the days.

To run fast and faster as guiles,

Wiping their saline and bring back the smiles.

                                                                      With all the blessings one embarks upon.

                                                                        Life goes on with days and darks along.
                                                                        
                                                                        Tieing the knots with promises to keep,

                                                                        Thousands of dreams to see and to leap.

Green turns the heart with a naïve inside.

Novice of the wrongs he thinks to be right.

With a happy family and circle of friends

He could live up the dreams with all messy bends.

                                                                           Saviour is he and spirits are high

                                                            Thinking with the hallowed wings of happiness,he could fly.

                                                                         Children’s eyes shimmering with desires.

                                                                         The only thing heart always aspires.
A song of desire and dreams and hope.

A roseate feeling being together to dope.

One sings a lot jauntily in the breeze.

Under the blanket all bliss to seize.

                                                                Late night thoughts with a drowsy note ,

                                                                Whispers to swim into dreams and clothe

                                                                The bare vision of the day coming next,

                                                                 Will it be great or once again vexed?

Every goodbye and a waving hand

Invites their return back to the land

It happens,

When people go and never come from the past

Leaving behind a wraith vision of the last

They cry and scream and weep and glance

Wishing to rewind the time at once.

Remains a soul connected though in comatose

Memories become the only bridge to close…………

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

bungled defaults..

It is always good to forget encomium as soon as possible and turn back inside to look within where my god is still standing with the same coat of my being. It feels like being used and thrashed and adjudged and being scanned by bevy of people where my personal hut of reverie is lost somewhere in the midst of limelight and glamour of attention. It feels in such cases that we have been estranged to ourselves where the bareness of fragments further explores the nudity of the same being who needs not to be discussed and seen so frequently in the socialised world. It becoems hard and a bit source of thinking when the instinctive equipoise is disrupted and we try to find our selves  nowhere.
 Eulogy is good to ears but should travel a path not to the mind but to the memories only to be dusted off often whenever retrospection is required. ........will come back tommorrow......

Saturday, September 10, 2011

midnight illusion

 where flows the color of  nature and where resides eternal peace...
nature as a ruse to love
somewhere in the middle of the most lively and whispering clime in the midnight of romance in the arms of the beloved,o' lord I wish time  to stay with me .....forever....



Thursday, September 8, 2011

the gift

love in the air on the lips of the birdie
squacking and chirping the song of desire
drum beats of the raindrops falling down
the dulcet of nature to don and hire.

whoosh of the winds and creeches of the rocks
bending arms and dancing tree mocks
come in the slaps of air and rain
look at the land wet with jaunting grains.

open your window ,let us in
we bring the healing blanket of grin                                   
wrap it over and join to sing
pull over the bliss in the fling.

splashes of the water from the hit of the feet
fairness of the stems and the smell of peat
At blameless azure with hovering clouds
my heart pounces by leaps and bounds


you are in love

When you feel that not enough air is left to breathe out



But still you round the mouth to chase out the sigh at his sight


You know you are in love.


When he is sitting beside and allowed to stare at your being


And you have no words to converse with him


You know you are in love.
When you come back home and lie down


And stress on the things you said and the ones you didn’t


You know you are in love.


When he comes and you start looking around


To fool him that you don’t steal his thoughts


You know you are in love.


With every doorbell and din of bikes


The heart propels with the beats at knolls and dells


You know you are in love.


When you dream of him in the custody of your heart


And wake up with a big smile on your face


You know you are in love.


When at every pleasant event you think of him


And at every ominous call, you pray for him


You know you are in love.


When in ennui you just want to remember the moments together


And close your eyes to make a wish


You know you are in love.



On a day when everything seems to go wrong,


You forget all your worries once in his arms…


You know you are in love.


When during a serious fight


You smile by mistake


You know you are in love.


When every step he takes has a consequence upon your being, and,


His thoughts define your every move


You know you are in love


When his smile just brightens up your life


And a speck of gloominess on his face makes you feel inert


You know you are in love


When he’s not there but his frangrance lingers


And his tender touch gives you heebie – jeebies


You know you are in love


When his tears fall onto your cheeks


And your heart breaks apart


You know you are in love



When tease of friends and hoots aloud


Makes you proud to have him around


You know you are in love.


When the game is on in the eyes


And gooseflesh deeper in the nerves


You know you are in love.


When he scolds and shuts the lips


And you follow without any say


You know you are in love.

When there is something he needs to know,


no matter where he chooses to go .


you say “you are a part of me


cause you are the root and I am the tree”


You know you are in love.

पल

जीवन की राह में
जब आये वो  पल
जो हंसाते हुए रुला गए
और रुलाते हुए हंसा गए,
तब मालूम हुआ मोल
शायद,
इस  जीवन का
और मूल्य
इन पलों का
जिनमें थे कुछ
मुस्कुराते चेहरे
और
उनकी बिसरी याद I
किताबों के
सुर्ख पीले पन्नों पर
अब भी मिल जाते हैं
वे थोड़े शब्द,
जिनकी श्याही भी सूख चुकी है
सुनाते   हैं  पर जो  ढेरों पुराने किस्से I
पर
पलों और किस्सों के सागर में
डूबकर भी
निकल नहीं पाती
यादों की वह  चमकती मोती
जिसे सहेजा था हमने
कभी I
पन्ने पलटने से डर लगता है अब
उस अँधेरे से
जहां कुछ नहीं है अब
न हंसी,
न शब्द,
न किस्से,
न पल,
न कोई मोती I


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