lost............

Lost are the thoughts and visions bring dismay
I stood broken when he walked away
Pieces are lying and flying aloft with cries
Can he hear me or am I in disguise?

The only fear had I to be alone.
Got again one with a sleepless tone
I want a hand to loosen my hair,
To kiss and coddle and love and stare.

Was trying to dodge from the piercing eyes.
When he swept in and robbed my sighs.
I went breathless and looked at him.
He smiled and waved a legal mim.

He was a dream or was he real?
Falling stars come make up my dear
At the crack of dawn when I leave home
 I feel his dust dancing on the loam.


If love is so warm why was I so late?
As an ocean says air to bate.
I felt blessed and free and pure,
and now withered in the cage of yore.

I hated rain but walked when it poured,
to hide my tears and testify being abhored.
I loved someone and he left me.
Isn't the most obvious thing to see?

The grains of sand still wet and clay.
filling water in the dips  of stay.
When he kissed me in the yawns of cold,
I wished to freeze and put time on hold.

I want to run and and crash and shout.
I want to hate him as aloud.
Love is stronger but not I am.
I can dig into but cannot tamp......